Been a little busy around here with two kitties. But we are all having a blast with them. Just having them play, get sleepy, grooming them has brought me so much joy - which I needed badly. I went a bit manic and bought two more - money??? 401K - stupid I know, but I thought about it for days when the kitties pictures were posted for sale and feel in love all over again. They will be here a week from tomorrow. Duke and Delilah will be joined by Dusty and Daisy. Not sure how we got on the letter "D" for their first names. The only other cat I would buy is a pure chocolate - I will be the old lady in the house surrounded by cats!
Went to the oncologist. My pap results are still showing high grade dysplasia - no big news - always one step from cancer. But, I rather be one step away than not. I showed the doc the two spots I was concerned with - he was unfazed so no biopsies.
I did however bring up another issue with him. I asked what transgender people do when they want to change their bodies. He explained they would cut out a heart shape graph from right underneath my ribs and form a vagina. I asked what would happen to my bladder - he said that I would not have an external bag but then I forgot to where he said that a line would be threaded - so not sure how urine would be expelled from my body. Once healed, I would HAVE to used the dilators - which I have learned my lesson or I would not be in the predicament I am in. It would give me a chance of feeling like a complete woman again. I have been praying about it and beg you to do the same.
I want to do it by 8/31 before I go on Medicare on 9/1. I will keep you posted as I explore this path.
Hope you're all having a great 4th of July!
More later -
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