I had a follow up appointment with my Oncologist on the 27th. I got there in time to ride up the elevator with him. He patted me on the back as he spoke to another doc on the phone. I know it is rude to talk to someone while they are on the phone (I tell my children this all the time) - but I couldn't help myself. I told him that he was not allowed to hurt me ever again - he just smiled.
I got signed in. Paid my co-pay. Went to the ladies room. Came back out to wait in the waiting room only to hear the receptionist make the following announcement: "The doc is behind on two procedures at the hospital as it was the hospitals fault as they were not turning beds fast enough." As there were about 4 people ahead of me, I decided not to waste 2-3 hours to see him. Will try again on the 5th.
However I spoke with the nurses and he actually called me back. They are concerned with my intestines and other girl parts in the PET/CT scan. They want to repeat it in three months. This test is very costly and they usually run it once a year. Something to look forward to.
My children are with their father this week. I had left two messages for them. I finally got a return call tonight. Sarah then told me how she cried the first two nights because she missed me - hurts my heart. They are coming home the first of January. Even though they drive me a bit crazy - I miss them so much.
Her IPod touch got here today. She had shattered the screen so badly that they just sent a new one. No touching them until they have covers. But she was excited to know she got a new one waiting for her.
Here is where it gets hard. The last couple of years have been completely brutal at times. So much about my life - like the fun stuff is gone. I will never get them back. For some reason, after the excitement of unwrapping the gifts, I go into a holiday funk. Need to get that figured out.
I have to remind myself that this is in God's hands. I am thankful that I have my life and can still raise my children. I am thankful for my mother - she has been there every minute of the way holding my hand. I am thankful for all those praying for me. I know you have God's ear - but His will will be done. I have faith in that.
Happy New Year to all of you! I wish you the best of love, life and health.
More later -
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