Yep - I am stupid and made a really bad decision - TPN vacay has turned into a hot mess. Not able to retain food, not able to eat much etc. Calling Doc on Monday to get back on asap.
Just got back from a "quick" trip to HEB with the kiddos. Had to take breaks and put my head down on the cart. Someone asked if I was okay and I told them yes. They obviously did not believe me because shortly there after a HEB manager appeared quickly. They asked if I needed help, a drink of water, could they call someone etc. As soon as she asked if I was ok, I just cried. Made it home and the kids reluctantly brought in the groceries.
Although showering has been nice, it wears me out too. See - stupid, stupid, stupid. I just wanted to feel "normal" for a bit. It is so frustrating.
Just going to lay low and not doing anything that takes much strength - which means laid up on the couch. I am pretty good at that :)
Hope everyone has a great weekend!
More later -
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